Amongst the noise, i am silence.

I'm scared.
So nervous i could choke,
so anxious i could die.
Yet,
why am i unfazed by this immense pressure?
Have i no sense of urgency?

Who knows.

& my thoughts continued to linger towards you.
This shit has got to stop.
I can't concentrate anymore,
& you're taking over my head.
Will you have my heart next?

I need to get a fucking grip.
I'm throwing everything away,
& that includes you.

Goodbye,
my thoughts & trash.
Goodbye heart.