Beezy.

Oh it's been a crazy weekend.
Been working on Saturday & Sunday, then there's band today,
tomorrow i'll be celebrating Huimin's birthday with the drunkards,
then it's band again on Wednesday & i'm thinking about rocking out to ladies night,
& FINALLY.
Rest my weary soul.
Might attend NIE band practice on Friday night, then back to working on Saturday & Sunday again.
Awesome?
Yeah, awesome.

I've got a couple of plans regarding money issues.
Touchy eh?
I'm gonna make my spectacles, AS ALWAYS EVER SINCE FOREVER,
then indulge in some shopping & save up the rest for my piano,
& scrimp some more for NEW YORK, NEW YORK! (& Thailand)
The band's confirmed for New York next year.
I know i'll probably working my sorry ass for attachment & stuff but i'm definitely going.
I pray that i haven't graduate by then because i am a cheap bitch & i hope to get the subsidies on the trip from the school. (75% subsidy, sweet!)
Meaning more money for shopping :D

I shan't waste my precious afternoon blogging away on future plans that almost never go smoothly (but they do work out somehow).
I shall make use of this time to watch some movies/dramas.
& gettin' some Jay Park lovin' too :}
Adieu!

ISSUES.

Added some colors to my blog 'cos it looks so dull.
& the quote at the top would change as & now or whenever i find another nice quote to replace.
Well, most of the quotes are lyrics anyway.
& if you're wondering about the familiarity;
yes it's taken from my old blog.
I'm not very good with HMTLs & shit so i thought it was gonna turn out like crap & just maybe i should give it up or something,
BUT,
surprisingly,
i did it & it was so friggin' easy y'all!
A pat on the shoulder Tina,
a pat on the shoulder (:

BE WARNED:
Can't be viewed on Internet Explorer
Who'd use that nowadays anyway.
Ever since Firefox/Safari/Chrome came out IE just got lost within hundreds of useless programs in my laptop.

I've been down on health lately.
Can't complain 'cos i haven't been living healthily anyway,
but i didn't think it would suck so badly.
& my appetite's gone mad!
Absolutely bonkers!
It has been so impossibly insatiable recently;
i don't know what's wrong with my system.
Last night i was so hungry even after having 2 apples plus dinner.
Apples because i figured it would be a healthier choice since it was 2am in the morn' & it would suck badly if i had indigestion again.
I never want to relive that nightmare of a horror & torture.

& now i'm still fucking hungry but i gotta curb this son of a bitch before i gain some pounds (which i think i already have considering how unhealthy i've been living).
I'm still counting on my friends for blading/cycling which ain't happening evidently.
Sad life.
Now i wish school would just hurry up & start already,
& i hope it'll be a great year for me.
It's great to move on to something new considering all the hell you've put up with trying to pass those ridiculously difficult subjects.
Yeah i passed all 'aite,
WHO'S Y'MAMA?! :D
But everyone chose different combination & we're all gonna split up.
I hope someone chose the same combination as me,
i'm pretty sure there are a few out there.
Definitely not none, but a few.
Comforting enough.

Alright,
gotta get ready & head out for band soon.
The only reason for me to get out of my house for some fresh air.

Work.

I'm blogging.
From my workplace, while working & standing.
It's so fucking boring I wanna cry.
The managers are not here & I've got all these boring promoters around me.
Surprisingly there's only one auntie here.
Other than the songs the DJ's playing,
I'm not enjoying the rest of everything here.
There's absolutely nothing to shop for,
& there's so much as to where I can take a walk.
Even the cinema "Film Garde" or whatever fuck is showing crappy movies.
One more day,
with a few more hours to go.
I need to perservere.

NOTHIN' ON YOU.

They got nothin' on you baby,
nothin' on you baby.



Originally by B.o.B feat. Bruno Mars.
I love this song & didn't expect Jay to cover it!
Babybabybaby!
Check out those hot white chocolate abs, mmnnnpphhff!!!
That body is wayyy hotter than Taylor's :D

I LOVE YOU!

Just Friends.

I ain't tryna speed game,
i ain't tryna be impressin',
just leave me name & ya number nothin' other like a message.
I ain't usin' any methods in pressin' you in directions,
i ain't tryna pop the questions just please gimme a second.
I just wanna get to know you & the person you are,
i may find that you're a homeless soul under a star,
it don't matter baby girl boy i'm tryna grab a bite to eat,
i'm tryna have a conversation not just sit there silently.
I ain't faking this,
we can take this at the pace it is,
i'm just tryna establish some kind of relationship with you.

Jay rapped this to Musiq Soulchild's Just Friends.
Since i could catch most of the parts (well it makes more sense my way anyway),
i've been itching to write out the lyrics.
Watched so many videos of him on youtube & honestly it breaks my heart to know he's not coming back.

I wish i could fly to Seattle just to see him B-boy.
I'll get my chance :D

Dying.

I've lost count of the burps,
& toilet visits.
I am so drained of energy & haven't slept a wink since yesterday.
I don't understand how someone could burp 24/7 even when sleeping - neither do i understand how a bowl of noodles could be digested to the state where i am defecating liquid stools, & have been defecating for a span of more than 12hrs, even now.
When i say liquid stools, i mean LIQUID PURELY.
No solids, not even bits & pieces whatsoever.
My stomach still feels so bloated & my burps has got a putrid taste to it,
like the after-taste of the noodles. (I don't think i'll be eating noodles for months)
The constant bowel movements has given me body-aches,
acute pain & major discomfort in the tummy,
& also the sweet-loving fever.
I am dying & that is not an overstatement or a case of some drama queen exaggeration.
I am not being a bitch about it, although it seems like i am.
IF YOU WAS ME YOU'D BE FEELIN' THE SAME.

I hope Imodium helps.

You've lost your muchness.

"You were so much & much more than what you were.
You've lost your muchness."

I think it was something like that.
Quoted from Alice in Wonderland.

Watched it yesterday with Nicole at Tampines Mall's GV.
It's been what,
2years i think?
Haven't been there since then.
& there was this bread push-cart thing (which i think there's also one in AMK Hub basement) selling really nice cheese tarts.
Feels nice to be in a place i'd forgotten about.
There was a new mall too: Tampines One.
I NEVER KNEW THAT.

I spy with my biggy eyes TOPSHOP :D

Anyhoo was supposed to head on down to 85 for dinner BUT,
CLOSED!
OF ALL DAYS, PERIODS & TIME IT HAD TO BE CLOSED ON MY VIRGIN TRIP YESTERDAY TO EAT THE BAH CHOR MEE.
I wasn't this devastated as it may seem,
Nicole was more affected than i was.
Hey,
it ain't gonna run somewhere!
I'm gonna be free for a very, very long time.
Had dinner at Bedok instead,
& we talked about our plans for the future (or so it seemed as if we were haha!).
I am so digging the idea of living in States for a year & just survive by working as a waitress.
Eurasian boyfriend/husband, come meet your destiny baby!

I've decided to get some books from Kinokuniya on graffiti & Korean.
I'm gonna learn the cool shit all on my own & there's nothing anyone could do about it.
& typography's so f'kn cool!
Never knew such type of art exist!
Ahhh i'm way behind the art-farty trend & i need to catch up.
& anybody got work to introduce?
I need to work & earn those dope for those ridiculous dreams of mine.
Seems almost impossible & crazy,

QUOTE:
"But i'll let you in on a secret,
all the great people are crazy."

Toodles :D

Incomplete.

Missed this song.
Found it lost within 70gb of music in my computer.
Loved it then,
loving it still.
Sisqo - Incomplete.

Freedom.

So many things i'd like to get done this holidays:
1) Club or chill with my bitches in a pub. (Let's just grab some drinks shall we?)
2) Movies. Like duh, how can you leave this out?
3) Cycling cos' my bike has been screaming at me in silence to take it out for a ride.
4) BAND. Geek & loving it. Always am & will be, except this is not an exception where i have a choice not to go.
5) Shopping!!! & probably get something done with my hair too.
6) I'll fill this up again.

I'm sooo lazy to blog,
but i'll update my twitter often.
How about you follow me on twitter to check on me 24/7?
Awesome?
Awesome :D